Okay, so… I wasn’t really planning on writing anything, and it’s likely that no one else will see this besides me, but… I just wanted to get this out there.
Earlier today, this morning, our dog, Lexie, passed away.
And it hurts so much. I feel so much regret.
I wish that I had spent more time with her, gone on more walks with her, bought her toys, fed her treats… did everything more.
I promised her that I’d hug her at least one more time, and now I’ll never get to.
I decided to go on a walk with her less than a week ago, but didn’t get to.
I was planning on buying a camera to take photos and record videos with her, to remember her by.
I… just wanted her to know that I cared about her more than I made it seem like I did.
And now she’ll never know. I promised myself that I’d get over my fear of germs or whatever, and such, while I still could… but I didn’t.
And it all just hurts so, so unbelievably much.
Lexie, you were the best dog ever. I’ll always carry you with me in my heart. And I won’t ever forget about you.
As long as we remember you, you’re still here with us, in a way.
I love you so, so much. Or loved, I don’t know. I just… I swear I’ll make it up to you. I’ll try my hardest. It might take a while, but… I will do it.
Oh my god…
Rest in peace, Lexie. Rest in peace.
Love,
Abby
Oh my… oh my god…
P.S. We all loved you so very, very much. You meant so much to us. You still do. And always will.
I hope you’re free from any worries, or pain, or anything negative. Free from feeling tired, hungry, or anything like that, ever again.
Here’s a video to remember you by:
Doggy Prison Jail Journal (Rest in peace, Lexie ♥️)
And I’m so, so sorry… please forgive me…
I’ve found a photo of her… she was the best girl.
I’m not sure if I’ll ever be done… I probably won’t, so I’ll just finish this post here.
Goodbye for now…